I am almost ¾ through the road of fulfilling my dreams. At times, I do question myself time over time if this is really what I want to do. The answer is YES! The sense of achievement obtained from this job is endless. It brings out the ME. However, for the past few weeks, I [...]
Archive for the ‘Feelings’ Category
What’s new?!?!
Posted in Aviation, Feelings on Friday, December 4, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Feeling of Lost, Fear and etc
Posted in Feelings on Sunday, January 4, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
3rd January 2009 marks the happiest day of my best friend’s life, her marriage to J. I attended and also helped out in her wedding as I have been waiting for years!!! I have been waiting for them to tie the knot. They are such a perfect couple! I love to be around them and [...]
The SJI guy…
Posted in Feelings on Wednesday, April 16, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I got to know this guy recently and we only chat over msn for a period of time. He is current doing his flying training in Kelantan and is pursuing the same dream as me….TO BE A PILOT! =)
He came back for about 2 weeks and we hang out most of the time after my [...]
Exhausted from everything and everyone
Posted in Feelings on Wednesday, November 21, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
Suddenly, I felt very exhausted, exhausted from everything and everyone. I just wanted time alone and some peace. But my friends just kept bugging me. How tiring. Why can’t they just leave me alone when they somehow know that I need a break? When I need it break, it would really mean a total break [...]
Distracted early in the morning
Posted in Feelings on Monday, October 29, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
I was feeling distracted in the early morning. I guess I know why and somehow, I forgot to delete a very important thing from my handphone. At 9am, it rings and at that point in time, I was trying hard to get myself distracted by training. But, it all pull me back to my initial [...]
Who am I?
Posted in Feelings on Thursday, October 18, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
*Sigh* It’s a start of a not so good mood again. Though I’m feeling a lot better than 3 4 days ago, things are still not as good though. I think the philosophy that I have always believed in life has to be changed now. After going through a heart breaking relationship that I’ve fought [...]
Unbearable Pain
Posted in Feelings on Tuesday, October 16, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
This is the 1st time in my life that I jogged and cried at the same time. It just hurts so much. So much that I am unable to pull it away. Why am I so stupid? Why did I trust someone that I should not at all in the first place? I’m just a [...]
Low, Low and Low
Posted in Feelings on Tuesday, September 25, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
Once again, I’m at the lowest of my life again. I know this is going to be a temporary one, but it totally sucks. Felt like life has nothing to offer me now. I don’t like my job, I get no satisfaction over it, felt aimless, working towards no goals and etc. Why am I [...]
I have found my answers!
Posted in Feelings on Sunday, September 9, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
It’s been a long time since I last write. Alright, I shall write some happy thoughts down this time.
I AM FREE!!!!!
I cannot imagine how happy I am now that I’ve found my answers. I must give myself a big HUG for being able to find my answers. This definitely attributes to the help from my [...]
Telling my Mum
Posted in Feelings on Monday, August 13, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
Finally, I took the courage to tell my Mum about A and me. I was surprise that she wasn’t shocked or had negative feelings about it. All I know is that she was very calm and told me that if we can’t be together, we can always be friends. But mummy, he is the one [...]
