What kind of feeling is this? I just wonder when I can stop thinking about him. Pretty tired of it though. Am having mixed feelings again. What should I do? I kept telling myself that I cannot keep thinking about him and just keep working and going out to enjoy. However, at the back of my mind, I just kept thinking about him. What’s wrong with me? Can I just stop doing all these? HELLO!?!? Will you just stop thinking about him and move on? I need my life back. Suddenly, I just don’t feel like seeing him again. Should I meet him or should I not meet him after he is back from his trip? How I wish I am away…Far far away from all these hurtful but sweet memories of his and the once us. Am crossing my fingers to get the job that I love most…Flying…It would then bring me away from these painful thoughts. Fly fly away! =)
